I don't have a clue where I'm headed or what I'm doing. I don't know what I want because I want so many different things on different levels. I like things in different ways. I don't know why I do things but I know that there's a reason.

Is there a reason for my being though? Is there anything that I really want out of life? I want to make people happy. I prefer making other people happy to being happy myself.

I love the way it looks but I hate what it is. Or do I?

What do I want? Where am I going? Why am I here? >