Ah what to say of today? In the morning I talked to Randy, and at about 12 I called Kalim, I've been wanting to speak to him for a while, and finally did.

We had a long conversation about various things. I told him I'd decided to be straightedge and he laughed at me. Then he kind of said that it was good, but that if I keep it up I'll probably just be an alcoholic when I'm 40. Then he told me I had to go out and get wasted with them sometime. I had to keep reminding him of my straightedgedness.

If I decide to keep something up, I will keep it up no matter what.

I can't really repeat everything that was said here.

Fuck this>