The problem is that nobody's really on my side. Sibz is on Lizzie's side and Lizzie on Sibz's. Sam's on Sam's side. Tristan too is on Sam's side, and there's nobody else. Randy. Fuck I miss Randy. I hardly ever get to talk to him anymore, not like I used to. Jo and the Bens and Daniel and Asgha and Tom and Steve and (I never remember her name, sorry) they're all on eachother's side. Nathan is on Ryan's side. Ezra... no, nobody's on Ezra's side either. Am, Zim - Sibz's side. Harriet - Sam's side.

So I guess basically what I'm saying is that I have no real friends and that's why I want to kill myself.

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